Today I'm angry.
I think to myself, "why is he texting me for two hours while sitting drunk in a bar in Wisconsin rather than this other man he's 'actively pursuing to date'?" or why is he telling me he misses me.
I ponder my thoughts and wonder if it's better to be happy when alone or tortured most of the time left with my feelings but happy occasionally when I get to see him/talk to him, etc.
Today I want to let go.
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